Everytime I think I’m at the darkest place of my life, something else happens like a slap in the face. There is no reason for anything and I am really struggling. I don’t see the point anymore and I just want to die tbh
Sometimes, I catch myself saying, “My dad died, After my dad died”, etc. It’s starting to feel as real as it could be, and that’s when the sadness sets in. This is not a life I want.